Mellen (absentmammoth) wrote,
Mellen
absentmammoth

whoa, when did i get sexy?

one of the things about living in japan is that i feel very un-feminine most of the time. japanese women are very fashionable, skinny, and pretty. even when i look my best, i often feel as though i can't even compare. but today i compared myself with...myself. and i've definitely changed a bit since coming here. maybe it's just that i wear more makeup, or i've learned to take better photos of myself ( i take a few on days where i think i look good for my boy back home). but here's me, side by side, a little less than four months apart. same sweater and everything.




i looked at these photos one after the other totally by accident, but it made me realize that maybe i'm not as static as i often think i am (i often think i look the same as when i was 15 or something). it's a weird feeling. still, i like that i'm starting to look a little better...it shows that my efforts towards improving myself while away from home, at least on a physical level, might be starting to work. it's very encouraging. now, to work on these thighs, hehe.
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