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21 June 2001 @ 01:07 am
Finale...  
Well, it's all been done, from the pomp and circumstance to the partying til dawn. I have a little, and I do mean little, piece of paper that says I'm all set.

I've finished everything on my plate. I can now leave the table.

In the past 48 hours, there has only been one moment where it seemed like things were ending, and that was talking with my friend Tony. We talked in the terms you write yearbook messages in, but because we were actually talking about things...the future, what we're leaving...it seemed over. He said he'll miss me, and I told him that I'll miss him. And it felt like it was one of the last, though hopefully not the very last, time I will see him. He's the only person I got that feeling with. Many people are going further away, but somehow, he is the only person I fully realized was going away. It hasn't sunk in yet, however, that this was everyone's farewell party, not just Tony's.

I'm not overwhelmingly happy or sad that it's over. It's just over. I don't think the things I miss will actually hit me until I've had the chance to miss them.
 
 
Mood: satisfiedsatisfied
Music: Koyasu Takehito - Love Melody
 
 
 
Crystal Alaoraalaora on June 21st, 2001 05:11 pm (UTC)
mepk i will miss you so much next year. i just cant beleve there will be school without mepk on the tv each morning, and saying god bye each afternoon. it is just so odd. i don't really want to think about that now, mabey tommrow.
*hugs*
bluedreams77 on June 22nd, 2001 12:07 pm (UTC)
Always
Mary Ellen will forever be my favorite drama queen.
Mepk... you're a super gal and I didn't get to write in your yearbook so I'm giving you an online yearbook message. :) I'll miss you incredibly next year... who will be there for me to bitch and moan to about "that boy" and such? Anyhow, I know you're not going far but it won't be the same without you about.. I shall miss your smile and enthusiastic voice in the morning. :)