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06 November 2003 @ 01:55 am
Past procrastination...  
I find my ability to force myself to do things I truly don't want to do has taken a dive.

For example, homework. We're not talking about waiting til the last minute anymore. We're talking about sometimes simply refusing to do it. Staying up when I'm tired? The staying power just isn't there. Call me when I'm just in the mood to sit and read or surf the 'net, and I may just not answer anymore.

This is probably not a good survival skill in the modern world. I even have lingering guilt. But I just don't want to bullshit myself any more than I have to. (Also, leaving prepositions at the end of a sentence...BAD!)

Oh well. You can't make me take it back.
Mood: sleepy...nap time soon
Music: MK Ultra - Serbian Folk Song
2πrtwopiearr on November 6th, 2003 09:06 am (UTC)
I think this is something everyone goes through in college. Hang in there. It does get better.
S0n of N00nbibble on November 6th, 2003 10:13 am (UTC)
yeah it's called: "i'm wasting my time because college is ridiculously overpriced for very little actual information" disease or "even in college all i get is busywork but at least in the end i'll have a high-paying job but oops there's no market for my degree so i'll just work at borders for the rest of my life" disease.
Mellenabsentmammoth on November 6th, 2003 03:37 pm (UTC)
Watch me end up becoming mall manager, oi.
S0n of N00nbibble on November 6th, 2003 04:07 pm (UTC)
i'll kill you first.
Mellenabsentmammoth on November 6th, 2003 04:17 pm (UTC)
Thank you.
ex_randalgra425 on November 6th, 2003 02:43 pm (UTC)
i can relate. by the time this may rolls around and spring semester ends, i'll have been in classes for 20 months straight (did summer classes this past summer). and now, as i start my 14th month, i'm feeling the effects. i can't concentrate at all and frequently find myself starting to read but tossing the book aside and turning on the tv and wasting away hours on reruns. and my classnotes? i think i have more ink sketches of dragons and flowers and abstractions than i actually have any words belonging to the english language. anyway, i know what it's like. i think we should get together next time i'm in town, get tipsy off some drinks, and eat chinese food til we puke.
Mellenabsentmammoth on November 6th, 2003 03:36 pm (UTC)
And 80's movies, you musn't forget! Remember when we got tipsy from ginger ale? Yeah, like that.