November 6th, 2003

i'm good!

Past procrastination...

I find my ability to force myself to do things I truly don't want to do has taken a dive.

For example, homework. We're not talking about waiting til the last minute anymore. We're talking about sometimes simply refusing to do it. Staying up when I'm tired? The staying power just isn't there. Call me when I'm just in the mood to sit and read or surf the 'net, and I may just not answer anymore.

This is probably not a good survival skill in the modern world. I even have lingering guilt. But I just don't want to bullshit myself any more than I have to. (Also, leaving prepositions at the end of a sentence...BAD!)

Oh well. You can't make me take it back.
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