August 29th, 2002

i'm good!

I'm a big girl now...

First night alone in my single room.

Classes tomorrow.

Partly excited, partly nervous, partly sad, partly amazed.

It's something though. Definitely something.
  • Current Music
    radiohead - Paranoid Android
i'm good!

Saddening...

I feel very distinctly tonight that I'm somehow losing friends.

I can't explain it, exactly...but I feel as if my flow of energy is decreased.

And it's not a happy feeling.
  • Current Music
    Radiohead - Let Down
i'm good!

I realized I had to post it...

The Flaming Lips
Do You Realize??

Do You Realize - that you have the most beautiful face
Do You Realize - we're floating in space -
Do You Realize - that happiness makes you cry
Do You Realize - that everyone you know someday will die

And instead of saying all of your goodbyes - let them know
You realize that life goes fast
It's hard to make the good things last
You realize the sun doesn't go down
It's just an illusion caused by the world spinning round

Do You Realize - Oh - Oh - Oh
Do You Realize - that everyone you know
Someday will die -

And instead of saying all of your goodbyes - let them know
You realize that life goes fast
It's hard to make the good things last
You realize the sun doesn't go down
It's just an illusion caused by the world spinning round

Do You Realize - that you have the most beautiful face
Do You Realize

This song not only makes me cry, it makes me feel better. It's elegant in it's purity, and it makes me happy...and happiness will make you cry, hehe. I really can't stop listening to it. It makes me feel alive.
  • Current Music
    The Flaming Lips - Do You Realize??
i'm good!

Panic!=Danger

It seems the amount of fear and panic I experience at changes in my life are inversely related to the actual amount of problems and difficulty I encounter.

Today went oh so smoothly, and even Japanese has a review week I can certainly handle.

Sometimes it's good to be proved wrong, it seems.

I am however, soaking wet. Rain is good though, so even that's okay.
  • Current Music
    The Weakerthans - None of the Above