March 24th, 2002

i'm good!

"Like shooting fetuses in a barrel..."

If you've seen Blade II, you may understand why this phrase was so funny when Brandon said it. Once again, we laughed while the rest of the theater remained silent. Though this time I suppose no one else really had a reason to laugh, so I can't logically hold them accountable for not bursting into laughter. Still, I doubt anything could have been more fitting.

For those of you who haven't seen the film yet, let me say that I highly recommend it. A film that does EXACTLY what it should do, and does it with style. If you're craving a really good action/horror flick, you can't go wrong here. I was quite pleased I'd gone to see it, even if it meant shelling out the $8.50 to do so.

It took me a long time to get good at watching horror/suspense movies. I still flinch at all the parts I probably should flinch at if the film is done correctly. Now, however, I've learned that living in the midst of innumerable amounts of human beings is probably more frightening than any vampire movie could be, heh.
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i'm good!

It's very strange...

At times, usually pretty late at night, I just start to cry. Sometimes because I'm sad, other times because I'm happy.

And right now, I don't know why, but I'm crying because I feel happy.

I can't say that I understand it, but I also won't argue with it. I guess, at times, I just have to go with my feelings, and not worry so much about why.
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i'm good!

Bleh, I can't even think of a subject line...

I'm dreading going back to school. Dreading.

Logically, it's probably because I don't feel ready to go back to classes, feel I need to look over my Japanese more, blah blah blah...

Still, I'm feeling more terror than little things like that should merit. But I'm a massive worrier...and while I know it's all in my head, it has taken firm hold there, and pull as I may, it's clinging even harder.

I should find a way to treat this particular self-inflicted stress. Writing about it has helped a little, but...we'll see. In the meantime, back to the laundry.
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