March 19th, 2002

i'm good!

"Pepsi will bring your ancestors back from the grave..."

That subject line has nothing to do with my post. It was just fun to write.

I haven't written much lately because...I dunno, I haven't been able to. I'm just...unfocused. I can barely read other people's journals, let alone write in my own. I feel almost as if I'm drifting, but not to or from anything, just a general floating in a sea of brain waves. Hazy but not unpleasant. I can't explain it, or rather, I can't explain it well. Happens to me more and more these days.

One day, I will reach my hand through that wall. I just have to read more...understand myself to be more. But I will do it. Because I can.

Everybody knows that you are. Do you know it too?
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i'm good!

The time has come, the walrus said...

That which does not kill us makes us stronger...but that which holds us back does neither.

Let go of animosity...and let go of who I was. I thought I had, only to discover pieces in disguise. I found the wolf in sheeps clothing. And now that I can see it, it no longer poses a threat.

Only by letting go can I continue to travel.

Sayonara literally means "since it must be so". And it must be. And so, to the wolves, the snares, and myself, I say it.

And so, I let go...sayonara.
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