February 12th, 2001

i'm good!


I seem to be full of it. I've done some stupid things, that have hurt both me and other people. I'm writing this to myself mainly as a reminder. Look before you leap, Mary Ellen. Think before you act. Balance in all things. You know what mistakes you have made. Don't just try to repair them afterward, try not to make them to begin with. You can't make time flow backward, and people won't accept sorries forever.

I'm sorry I'm not a good person. I often find that when I look into myself. I'm working at trying to contain the selfishness, the thoughtlessness, the lack of understanding. My friends who read this, kick me in the head when I do stupid things, okay. You have before...help me try and not do them again if you can. Thanks.
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