This isn't always a bad thing, mind you, but it's not always good either. It's...unexpected. Some things in life can't be planned...but I have to wonder if I would prefer they had been. I really don't know.
It's a new year, and I wonder if I can plan to have a better one, or just let it hit me in the face the way it always seems to. Only one way to know...so I guess I'll see...