I haven't written much lately because...I dunno, I haven't been able to. I'm just...unfocused. I can barely read other people's journals, let alone write in my own. I feel almost as if I'm drifting, but not to or from anything, just a general floating in a sea of brain waves. Hazy but not unpleasant. I can't explain it, or rather, I can't explain it well. Happens to me more and more these days.
One day, I will reach my hand through that wall. I just have to read more...understand more...help myself to be more. But I will do it. Because I can.
Everybody knows that you are. Do you know it too?