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31 July 2004 @ 04:49 am
Mr. S., I love you...  
Remember how Signs wasn't about aliens, but about signs? For real now people. C'mon, it's not that hard. Do it for the children.

The Village is about...THE VILLAGE! Yeah, you can see right through it. You're supposed to, that's the idea. He's seriously not trying to trick you. Really people.

I don't know when the rest of the world stopped liking metaphor and allegory. Too bad for them, they're missing some good stuff. Novelists aren't the only ones allowed to that party, you know.

For once, I state up front that I don't give a fuck what you think about it. It's brilliant.

See it. Like it if you've got the proper perspective to do so, the goods, so to speak. I hope you do.

P.S. - OH GOD, SHE'S BLIND! I LOVE IT!
 
 
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S0n of N00nbibble on July 31st, 2004 10:40 pm (UTC)
dude of course they dont remember.

fuck em.
Mellenabsentmammoth on August 1st, 2004 08:10 pm (UTC)
I feel like I'm taking crazy pills!!
xpaerimtlslaekvxpaerimtlslaekv on July 31st, 2004 11:37 pm (UTC)
Who's blind?
....!!

I am just trying to get you individuals to 'try' a little harder. If something appears inconsistent it means there is further informaetion you are unaware.
xpaerimtlslaekvxpaerimtlslaekv on July 31st, 2004 11:40 pm (UTC)
Yes, I am impatient and on fire..
I am in love--and there is no fucking reason as to why I shouldn't be treated like the goddess that I am,
while


I work 10 times as hard as most of you, 'win the marathon' anyway, AND... am in the position in which I must do so 'without having the libertytoeat as all of you tenured individuals do..."\

who act NOT OUT OF MERIT,...but 'having a goodtime'..Love is EASY, so are quotes//

Write something NEW< profound and show your potential/show your'potential genius and care about the world---[in the form of 'responding' responsibility = the ability to respond....


..
xpaerimtlslaekvxpaerimtlslaekv on July 31st, 2004 11:58 pm (UTC)
..As I said, "winning the marathon after having not eaten...."

Having one individual who I adore [more than anything...as much as the path itself, another individual, who is directly relaeted to..and analogous [in less detail, though perfected wit, as a CS prof had said 'think not harder, but better'...the rapid wit of precision to which I used to utilize in every tiny detail,


while WORKING MORE THAN THE NEXT, on MORE details in a more thorough work, though at the time, still gorgeous, as I see him exhibiting his words/persuasion of others/maess larger change/larger patterns of change at tipping-attractor points... [I am not speaking of bibble...,in this instance,

but- another individual, who was self-called 'wifey' as a tenured like position, where she could merely 'claim'priority NOT OUT OF merit .............but ease of locaetion or...

she isn't HALF as poetic nor understands him as thoroughly and is as far directly reflective of him as I am,
for, ....in minutes I will demonstrate my technicaelpoetic state, and move away from opticaeldirectives, opticael utterances
and back toward...
politicaleconomic theory....

and the metatheory of active(r)evolution, creating that which is the highest/inciting that which is the highest of human potential,
in the infective......infectious former
viscerael state of language
in subtlety that I have used for years and know well...

[Again, 'winning a marathon'after having not eaten..[as in 'no contact'when all of you receive 'complements'andothersuch things, direct interaection are treated as though---you loveand are as committed as I, YET you do exert have of the energywill/on a continuous basis,

nor is YOUR GOAL are high/hard to reach/actualize...
as they say,

'increased variables==increased risk/rooms for error and simultaneous aptitudesfor perfection......'' Increasing the stakes, though that is what is required for tension coupled with thorough truth [thorough questions...than the results put into actionaesthetically, visceraelly, directly through inciting infectious change on a policy basis, infecting individuals to admit that which is true,
act upon their potential, BECAUSE THEY CAN...
and because individuals have an 'ability to respond',

and because 'soulmates' oughn't not to stop at 'tenure like relaetions' nor must people disbelieve in higher expectations when one is willing to work,

to do anything, and can...

that person deserves recognition..of the respect for the willingness and communicaetions to its natures,
as there are some individuals [who CAN implicitly act upon the explicit will, I am one of them, ...I have SPENT YEARS DOING so.......[and others are capable as well,
but tend to 'take the easy route'...

although, you woudn't say that, if 'you had to hunt'or were out in the wild, were not 'tenured'in a relaetionship as though you can merely say 'i lov you'...and THAT IS IT...!


that is NOT IT....! LOVE IS EASY........
xpaerimtlslaekvxpaerimtlslaekv on August 1st, 2004 12:06 am (UTC)
the individual deserves recognition for work,
if the work is not accomplished as desired and the person will do anything for its'perfection...., the person deserves

'conversation'...
The person WILL arrive at the stroke of art/stroke of words in precision/persuasion desired....,

[but to all of you who 'pat yourselves on the back'believing you are gods and goddesses yet do not work as hard, nor wish to 'healthe world' as much, ........some reverence to those who choose to exert such energies, to seek 'perfection'...is .......respectfl, and reflects TRUTH in proportion...//,

and again, out of respect for lov and basic human compasssion, to give the person 1/3 the amount of time they would give the person they speak to, when they had given....10 times that amount of energy and time, because THE PERSON GIVING IT IS IMPORTANT<

deserves a few minutes of time..
xpaerimtlslaekvxpaerimtlslaekv on August 1st, 2004 12:06 am (UTC)
..As I said, "winning the marathon after having not eaten...."

Having one individual who I adore [more than anything...as much as the path itself, another individual, who is directly relaeted to..and analogous [in less detail, though perfected wit, as a CS prof had said 'think not harder, but better'...the rapid wit of precision to which I used to utilize in every tiny detail,


while WORKING MORE THAN THE NEXT, on MORE details in a more thorough work, though at the time, still gorgeous, as I see him exhibiting his words/persuasion of others/maess larger change/larger patterns of change at tipping-attractor points... [I am not speaking
xpaerimtlslaekvxpaerimtlslaekv on July 31st, 2004 11:40 pm (UTC)
These are all interrelaeted.

As Bibble said 'you must be Mirah now..!"
treat EVERYONE equally if you, if any of you want to brag, and be gutsy enough to be alone..
xpaerimtlslaekvxpaerimtlslaekv on July 31st, 2004 11:42 pm (UTC)
I love---[likely MORE than both of you, or as much as you two are just now discovering and have been discovering these last few months.......


Bibble said, 'it is not about talent...", ....TALENT, true talent COMES from love---with will exerted..
it is easy to simply sit,
and some people don'thave that liberty, so TREAT THEM AS THE GODS that they are...
xpaerimtlslaekvxpaerimtlslaekv on July 31st, 2004 11:45 pm (UTC)
...AND-- When I 'vented', because social commentary is just a single moment, and everyone will'forget'so there is no reason for him to have felt'embarassed', as again,

it was a single instant, these are instances which fade out of memory in the public eye as rapidly as they occur, in ratio to the larger issues which stick.............

I asked bibble for 20 minutes of conversation or a telephone call, as I am without [conversation and physical reflections of my being ON AN ONGOING BASIS, out of context, such that, even if I show more poetic talent or technical talent in (Juneau, AK), the recognition ......normally alotted such activities do not occur, as they are 'out of context' in Juneau, AK...so literally, I am 'without physical conversation'

for months -the last three years on end...
xpaerimtlslaekvxpaerimtlslaekv on August 1st, 2004 05:55 am (UTC)
.Eh'm "where there is lov there is correct vision..." please see me correctly. I lov you both...
please be not blind and read between the words to understand their root...


-It will be sad to lose that friend. It will be his loss, he chose NOT TO READ THE MESSAGE and understand, trully what I was trying to say, what is in my heart..., who I am...
xpaerimtlslaekv: mastermind..(is childlike at timesxpaerimtlslaekv on August 1st, 2004 06:11 am (UTC)
..I also say, I lovedyou both, likely as much as you lov'in the exlusiv sense' it appears, yet...........say you lov 'nonexclusively', if you trully

saw through 'falseness' you would know my true self, and bibble would not have found it SO inconvenient that a mere journal was littered 'with ugliness"... I mean, that is such a tiny thing, when I would have given you both trips to europe, music.......anything, and I can--...I just wanted to be 'remembered'..... It wasn't too much to ask, and well........I was willing and did, for quite a time, exert that will...

It was a falseassumption to assume anamalies don't occur, or cannot occur,
for I am NOT....'dependent'etc, in nature..
it is ok-

to 'run naked' or spew things in a journal, sometime... SO WHAt.///..there are more beautiFl, truer things in store...which I offered...[and that facet of me, was 'ignored'apparentli, yet that is my ..........most usual self,
fascisnaeting..
be well...
you are gorgeous..[and so am I,
bye bibble---
HE WAS...

WRONG..., inconvenienced, took the 'livejournal' too seriously in the negative...._there are many positives to eye[There WAS a message, as well, deleted, a point, cohesive points..of a larger message, ignored, but a true message, an important message--------he assumed, [beforereading-questioning-to discern its validity... false .......knowledge is useful, even questions arising ..in any form unexpected-----the truth from that question...[was a positive, though that too, was deleted (not by bibble,but a server, before read........--....