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15 October 2003 @ 11:52 pm
Eased up...  
Somehow, I always feel that no matter what, things will work out. Not always the way I'd like, but in a way that ends up helping me the most.

It's not security, just a lack of worry.

I think that's why my life has become better in the last couple of years. I've learned to control the worrying. I still do it, from time to time, but it's a spontaneous movement, not a constant threat.

It's a good feeling. I'm fairly sure I know who to thank.
 
 
Mood: reflective, but not worried
Music: Coldplay - Everything's Not Lost
 
 
 
roommiesjames416 on October 15th, 2003 10:23 pm (UTC)
me too!
I've become the same way... I came to a point where I started to see how useless worrying was and it was a pretty instant thing... I just stopped worrying. I did not stop caring but I've seen things at their worst and no matter how bad it has gotten, it has always worked out somehow and so I figure why should my problems now be any different? Eventually everything finds a way to work itself out :) maybe it's genetic, haha :) (oh this is your cousin by the way, though after visiting my dorm journal which is really ugly now because jenni changed the format we had because she wanted us to have different icons and said that was the only one that itd work in... when we have time, it'll become pretty again.)